Unbelievable what was going on here last night. Never doubted something so much when everyone else was encouraging it. Damnit!(You don't have to understand it...)Woke up like a hundred times last night and couldn't fall back asleep cause I had to think about stuff the whole time. I hate that.
Otherwise it's going great. Matthew just went up to bed and Isabelle is in the playroom by herself, and talking to herself. Haha
I really do feel burned out. This week I worked 9 hours every day so far. Good thing I can sleep in tomorrow. Yay! And I am off Fri-Sun. No babysitting, cause Eddie is in America. No, he's not shopping, he's working
At least that's what I was told. Last nite I got a text for Eddie (still have his old phone) saying where they're gonna meet for dinner. Yeah...working...
The aupair meeting is on tonight again. Hopefully there'll be some new people there and I will see Insa again. Yay! Can't wait
Okay, gotta check what Isabelle is doing all by herself
I know it's my job to play with them but, hey, why would I be so stupid and FORCE that. Haha!
Love ya all and miss you terribly...